I see that fat ugly reflection
It hits like an injection
I always blamed myself
I looked at the ripples as I cry and delve
Always saying it's my weight, my acne and invisible illness
Saying I'm not good enough, worthless and helpless
i blamed myself, but I forgot to look beyond that reflection intensely
Sometimes it's not me
It's society
They want you to fail
Their eyes and hearts are evil, their backbiting won't give bail
I changed my weight, my skin and I was still dining alone but I now liked this sit
Differently it sure hit
Like the glare
Those who feel pity or mocking you and just continue to stare
I now like this part of me
Who doesn't need a companion to complete thee
I don't seek materialism or se* internally
It will come at the right time and I'll be loved for eternity